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Song Lyrics

_01_ It's time...

I suppose that it’s time for me to tell you
And I have lots to explain to you
Here and now
But the task is very hard
Cannot speak that easily out

I was filled with warmth and the affection
But must have hidden that in isolation
Pretty long
Then the occasion sudden came
You appeared all has changed

As our paths have crossed
I stopped to be the lord of my thoughts
You’ve obtained everything that was innermost

Once I saw those striking perfect features
I could have only surrendered
I admit
That was beauty, her face
And it’s you who owns her place

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_02_ Happy Stroke

Clock’s ticking slow
Arms have forgotten where
They wanted to go
I did share the same
Slightly defocused brain

Nobody descries where their rainbow bounds
So few people know what they’re living for
When in the dark a stroke lit my way
Core things seem bright
Got focus again

In your eyes like a storm on the ocean
Untamed passion’s disturbing my calm
With you and I though sorrow may come
I will meet it head-on

With you and I, struggle may come
With you and I, we can face it out

I’ll never know mind’s logical role
I’ll never learn heart’s unsighted flame
I’ll never reach for my soul
Now else matters more

Life critics say
What a cheesy, boring, romantic story, hey
Build a solid wall
This is a witty way to go

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_03_ Longing

I’ll never wake up again from my dreams
I’ll never give up again on my frills
And every single day in my mind
Gives me some thrills and I can rewind

I’ll never look back again nor look ahead
I’ll never miss again
We both are here
These pleasant moments that we share
Got to be stronger than my silly fear

A passionate kiss
Love in soulmates’ eyes
The piano keys, the piano sound
Early morning cereal and pains of disease
I wanna truly feel they’re real

I’ll never move on, modernize
Call me naive
That does not apply
And every single evil plot or plan
Will surely vanish, come to a dead end

You’ve got to feel the same

I’ve never failed in hoping
And it’s worth it
Most would deny
Blue sky’s been painted over
with greys matching ties, useless gear

Why choose what’s so irritating
Let’s not follow those ill at ease

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_04_ Lack of Thrill

Morning comes, we wake up and again
And everything’s fine, by the tone
Gestures are in control
So we’re safe, so we’re cold

Silence’s golden, it’s what people say
We’re wise, I guess it’s wiser to walk away
Those pronouncements once we made
If we recall, lets bring them back

So darling, this what we had
Tossed away, is getting dust in a shed
So this mainstream lack of thrill
Has to go and disappear

Tell me, please, where we go from here
Who makes the choice we obey
Both us carry the burden of blame
Who’s hunter, who’s pray

Is it what we were after
The time our eyes locked first time
Can we remember our last true laughter when
Something went slightly wrong

So darling, let us look ahead
Our biggest hope is the weakest thread
So this mainstream lack of thrill
Has to go and disappear

Music: Bogdan Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_05_ Today

Too many of us exist that way
We never notice things today
Anyone tried to do reverse
Listen to what a wise poem says?

“…Even if there is no one dumber,
if you’re the planet’s biggest dunce,
you can’t repeat the class in summer:
this course is only offered once…”

I could have told you things, I know
I could have touched my dreams, I know
‘I could have’ list seems rather long
Waiting was easier, in this I am strong

And everybody lives that way
They never notice things today
Tomorrow seems a welcome choice
Though, never comes to a living ghost

Love, Integrity, Faith, Emotions
L I F E’s never easy, most would say
Get into the swing is a simple option
But then what’s left at the end of the day?

Love, Integrity, Faith, Emotions
L I F E is never easy, most would say

How come our weakness grows so strong
How come we let grief rule our home
Anyone tried to do reverse
Listen to what the poem says?

“…Why do we treat the fleeting day
with so much needless fear and sorrow?
It’s in its nature not to stay:
Today is always gone tomorrow…”

I could have told you things, I know
I could have touched my dreams, I know
‘I could have’ list seems rather long
Waiting was easier, and wrong.

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło /contains fragments of Wisława Szymborska’s poem ‘Nothing Twice’
(‘Nic dwa razy’ – translated by Stanisław Barańczak and Clare Cavanagh)/

_06_ Ferocious

Steady pulse in my body
Pumping blood in veins, happy brain
Everyday in my file is
Easily questioned and stays unclear

Got to go, got to leave it so
That’s ferocious I know
Memories of all my life
Floating over, passing by

Lord you know I’ve been trying
Weak enough to fail, disobey
When you call, will I be ready?
To finish off my show your way
Do you feel my fear, when you call
Trembling tone on the phone

Got to go, got to leave it so
That’s ferocious I know
Memories of all my life
Floating over, passing by

Got to go, got to leave it so
That’s ferocious I know
In the nights and days of my time
Bashed in storms and touched by the sun

Find your way to give your life some meaning
Don’t let it fade away while you’re still in it
And everything you fear, you know it’s coming
But don’t say goodbye, if never felt alive

Simple questions asked, no answers
Striving hard, my eyes so tired
Clever life some say will get it straight, funky straight

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_07_ Po Czasie

Swym każdym gestem
Pobudza wyobraźnię,
Wabiąca jak kwiat zapachem
Skrytym na dnie kielicha.

Dobrze wie kim jest,
Za bardzo to podkreśla.
Wtulona w pawie pióra
Włada pogardą.

Wychowana na słodkich romansach
Wygłasza postulaty wiecznej miłości,
Do zwierciadła zwraca się z prośbą
Głodna pochwał i hołdu dla swej urody.

Tęskni do epok
Paziów i strojnych księżnych,
Gdzie błędny rycerz ginąłby
Za jej godność.

W komnatach namiętności zawisł jej zapach,
W kuluarach pożądania nie zbłądzi.
Mruga, tuli się stroszy się wdzięcznie
Do malarzy mówiących o rysach bogiń.

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Jerzy Marcinkowski

_08_ Jasiek

Nieważne jak, nieważne gdzie
Ukradkiem Jaś schował się we śnie
Starannie tak by nie dostrzec go
Nikt nie zburzy mu wizji tej
Pięknej tak, cudownej, że
Zadurzył się natychmiast w niej

Kolejny dzień jeszcze lepszy sen
Samolubnie tak nie podzielił się
Wszyscy Jasiowi pomóc chcą
W darmowe leczenie wepchnęli go

Jak w bajce tak kolorowo, bezpiecznie
Bez wrogów, głupich sporów wiecznie

Nieważne jak, nieważne gdzie
Czar prysnął jak sen, Jaś obudził się

Zasmucony tak bo zobaczył, że
Jego piękny dzień nagle rozmył się
W zaskoczeniu rozejrzał się
Krzywy uśmiech zabłysnął gdzieś

Następny dzień to już nie jest sen
“Masz żyć tak jak my, mamona pokaże ci
Jak wspaniały jest nasz świat
Konstruowany, by cieszyć nas”

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_09_ Kolekcja Zdarzeń

W pokoju na białych ścianach
W przeróżnych ramach
Przystanął czas
Wielka kolekcja zdarzeń wyblakłych marzeń
Już wchodzę tam

W kąciku mojej szuflady
Bez wystawy leżą wzdłuż
Wspólnych znajomych twarze
Zakurzone lekko już

Taki ogrom ludzkich wrażeń
Utrwalony gdzieś na białej ścianie
Przypomina pomaga rozumieć mi

Taki ogrom ludzkich marzeń
Utrwalony gdzieś na tamtej ścianie
Taki ogrom przyjemnych zdarzeń
Walczy o ich niezapominanie

Chociaż chcę wierzyć, że
Każda droga ma cel
To czuję jak
Oczy zalewa mi pot trudem kreując to
Co przecież odejdzie też

Utrwalone gdzieś na tej ścianie
Walczą o ich niezapominanie

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_10_ Rozstanie

Powiedz, zrób tak niech boski cud zaskoczy mnie
Jesteś tu, nie, nie widzę cię
Nieustanny brak, gorzki, gorzki tak
Wytrwam, wiem, bo kiedyś znów przytulę cię

Ukołysze nas melancholijny wiatr
Ukołysze tak, ukołysze tak, uśmierzy ból
Nasz ból

Za horyzontem gdzie światło dnia odchodzi w dal
Za horyzontem moja myśl bezwzględnie trwa
Moje sny wciąż wolą dzień
Twoja twarz słońcem jest

Tomy ksiąg, miliony pięknych słów
Romantycznych i wzniosłych głów
Rzeczywistość wciąż omija je
Trudno nam jest przetrwać w niej
Trudno tak pożegnać ją
Ona w nas my w niej
Aż zgaśnie czas

Powiedz czy pamiętasz park
W kwiatach przybrany tak
Wiesz on też pamięta cię
Nieustanny brak gorzki dla niego tak
Wiesz on też jesiennym płaczem żegna cię

Wytłumacz dlaczego
Podaj jeden powód nam
Chce zrozumieć czemu
Nie mogę już być tam
Wytłumacz dlaczego
Podaj powód nam
Chciałbym wiedzieć czemu
Tutaj trwam

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_11_ Wspomnienie Dni

Niedostępne jak odległy inny świat
Wspomnienie tamtych dni oddala się
Niedostępne jak marzenia skryte w snach
Obrazy tamtych chwil odchodzą gdzieś

A moja przyszłość to wieczne dążenie by
By choć przez moment znów tam być

A moja przyszłość to wieczne pragnienie by
By choć przez chwilę znowu żyć

Gdzieś tam na tej łące
Pod drzewem przymarło słońce
I to poświęcenie przyniosło nam ukojenie

Gdzieś tam w środku lasu
Oszukać dał się bieg czasu
A brak jego czujności utrwalił w nas radości

Niełatwo jest pozwolić odejść Ci
Zrozumieć, że tak musi być
Niełatwo jest ponownie przegrać i
Uwierzyć, że to tworzy sens

A moja przyszłość to wieczne dążenie by
By choć przez moment znów tam być

W naiwności swojej trwam
W niepewności kryję strach
Po omacku szukam śladów twych

A moja przyszłość to wieczne pragnienie by
By choć przez chwilę znowu żyć

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_12_ Zimny Wiatr

Niewinności obraz wciąż
W twych oczach kreśli się
I czy wierzysz, że
Zostanie tak?

Tak trudno być
Zbywać szczerość myśli swych
Tak łatwo jest
Zamknąć oczy, śnić

Gęsta mgła otuliła nas
Kryjąc smutnych twarzy głaz
Wkoło zgliszcza ludzi dusz
Popiół uczuć zastygł już

Rzeczywistość ta
Wszędzie wokół nas
Wszechobecna tak
I gdy zimny wiatr
Dotknie nas
Pogrąży nas

Zimny dotyk dłoni tych
Co przyjazną pomoc ślą
A w ich głowach jedna myśl
Jak osiągnąć to
Zdobyć, zabrać, zniszczyć to
Co piękne jest

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_01_ Sand & Ash

Time and past in desert sand is held fast
Like a chamber’s true space sleeping in the mirror glass

The scent of legends, the ancient pharaohs’ times
By the night encircled, they’re forced to quietly fight

Sand and ash, the Cheops house returned the heat
In the eyes of cold that ghosts bring to our times

Nobody calls yet your thought persists to last
Anything you touch a misty veil covers up

With dreams so short, Gods’ laughter echoes a few times
As time and past in desert sand is held fast

Sand and ash, the Cheops house returned the heat…

Music: Adam Adaśko
Words: Adam Adaśko (translated by Paweł Żądło)

_02_ Treasure

– You are all your efforts, things you fight for but never win
And you’re the voice I cannot hear to find the roots of mine
– You are all your failures, ones too hard to overcome
And you’re the voice so distant, hardly heard by anyone

– Every moment in life you change into a game
Every moment I witness seems to be your game
– And it seems to be your game
And it seems to be your game

Every moment in life you change into a game
– Every moment I witness seems to be your game
And it seems to be your game
Just the game of guilt and blame

Show me ways to reach my treasure
Grow free of fear and pain together
Show me ways to reach my treasure now

– You are all your choices, ones you regret you’ve made
And you’re the wisest parables, at figuring them we failed

Every moment in life you change into a game
– Every moment I witness seems to be your game
And it seems to be your game
Just the game of guilt and blame

Show me ways to reach my treasure…
Show me ways to reach my treasure…

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_03_ Daedalus' Sons

Ain’t drill the life we love or deny
With words we fail, with deeds so shy
Blue skies are all to drive our eyes

No tools at hand, one needs to bend
To try and die to satisfy
Our foremost need, ephemeral greed

And you give all you’ve got, and you try your best shot
And all you gain is sweat in your veins
You may live by the sun you may love by the moon
And all you gain is rather in vain

And you give all you’ve got, and you try your best shot…

I always wanted to look in your eyes
And get to the core behind those lies
A crank act of will, a needless ordeal

I always wanted to tell you but how
No words would pull the truth out of my mouth
It ain’t lack of will, nor it is fear

I always wanted to tell you but how…
It’s just the pure misery of our dear

I always wanted to tell you but how…
It’s just the pure misery of our dear

Ain’t drill the life we love or deny
With words we fail, with deeds so shy
Blue skies are all to drive our eyes

Locked in our dreams, Daedalus’ sons
With passionate eyes, forget his advice
Unavoidable tease, yet feel relieved

I always wanted to tell you but how…
It’s just the pure misery of our dear

I always wanted to tell you but how…
It’s just the pure misery of our dear

I always wanted to tell you but how?

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_04_ Eleven

Every dream you’re living in your heart
Every sin you’re living in your mind
Driving force of our life

Every day fetches up new hopes and fears
Everybody looks to hidden dreams
Driving force of our tears
Driving force of our tears

Even if we never have the chance to claim
Gentler ways to see it right, right through the very end
Falling in the bad times, sailing through the good times
Holding to the memories, a lot we can sacrifice
Intimate ways we look in each other’s eyes
Oh and the voice, my body’s shivering deep inside
With no need for words to deviate the meaning
Of voice louder than our sighs
Tell me, can you hear it?

And the flame that’s burning our hearts to ash
Feel it hotter than wildfire’s most ferocious blaze
Loosing track of the absurd as it fades
And for what it’s worth I’ll sing it, I’ll say it now
Draw my emo-sine curve, both laughter and cry
Loosing track of the absurd as it fades

And what if we met in other times, in other world
My head, my heart in turns will always bend
Seeking answers, not seeing through the very end

And the flame that’s burning our hearts to ash…

Do you recall the time on my doorstep
We never, never really had hoped to get
One must be dazed to waste that on sorrow
With our eyes locked
No yesterday or tomorrow

Do you recall the time you were on my doorstep…

Even if we never have the chance to claim…
Gentler ways to see it right, right through the very end
Falling in the bad times, sailing through the good times
Holding to the memories, a lot we can sacrifice
We may wanna beat the time
It’s so disgraceful
Even if you are the one who never says ‘no’
Even if this world pulls me to the cold ground
All you gonna see is see me trying

And the flame that’s burning our hearts to ash…

Every dream you’re living in your heart…

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_05_ Dive & Drown

I’ll never give in, nor I will hide
Gold never rusts, with my life I decide
Piece by piece I reveal the meaning
Not puzzled out by what I am seeing

Tangled up in endless tensions we stop growing
Torn is integrity, blown by the cold wind
In autumn sky, best hopes are falling
Intimate sigh, tears are slowly rolling

Dive and drown without a frown, single frown
Dive and drown without a frown, single frown

I’ll never give in, nor I will hide
Won’t crawl on my knees even when they shout
– ‘You’re the one who yields to ephemeral love’s gimmick’
– ‘You’re the one to deny that there’s no meaning’

I’ll never give in, nor I will hide
I’ll strike a balance, it’s us to design
Dream our ways through the reason ruled land
Where love and pain, they walk hand in hand

I’ll never give in, nor I will hide…

Dive and drown without a frown, single frown…

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_06_ Heart & Reason

My life was undisturbed
My life was full of sense
I had my solid core
With plenty to adore

I walked a well paved road
Without the fear of dark
You came to break it up
The heart and reason pact

My life was undisturbed…

You came to break it up
To prove what I would doubt
Could happen in my time
The views turned upside down

No solace can be found in myths
No ease in counting prayer beads
Condemned the true and false self split
Seeking wisdom unrevealed

No solace can be found in myths…

You came to break it
You came to break it
Break it up
The heart and reason pact

You want me to fight it off
I’d love to hear the ending gong
Eyes stuck, the floor feels cold
Waiting until you come along

Can I get a helping hand
See the life I could comprehend
See me run up highest mountains
With hope to see divine love’s fountain

Can I get a helping hand…
No solace can be found in myths…
You came to break it…
No solace can be found in myths…

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_07_ In Between

I had no choice, now I own two worlds
Living in between
I left them out, confusing they both are
Living in between
Defining lines force me to bounce between
Fake and real
No other choice but to see the last
Roll of the dice
I’m not the one to jump from scene to scene
Living in between
How remote and illusive now they all seem
Our deceptive dreams
You are the voice that I want to hear

One shot was all I got
It was all I had, nothing could save the day
One thought, without a doubt
I wish it was a simulation game

My world, my secret home, it feels warm
It’s where you belong
All the paths are way too worn
So we do our guessing alone

You are the voice that I want to hear
Living in between
You are my hope, you are my focus ring
Living in between
How many times we feel the choice has been made
Living in between
How many times we feel we have so little space
Living in between
You are my voice, when you call I want to run

One shot was all I got…
My world, my secret home, it feels warm…

I feel you’re round on a moonlit night, a bright and unreachable star
I lend you my arm, my fingers draw the line across your delicate palm
I feel you’re round, that romance brought to the end with your sweet witty remark
I feel you’re round on a moonlit night, a bright and unreachable star
I lend you my arm, my fingers steal the tears off your plaintive eyes

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_08_ Crawling At Night

How brave it seems to crawl at night
One’d dare to think you’re scared to fight
Have you been there for once
With pictures orbiting your head
Did you feel that dance
And all you ever wanted to is see the others crawling too

There ain’t much to say
There ain’t much to apologize
For what, what we are
And why, why we strive

I’ll never know like you do
I’ll never feel like you do
And all that now is running down in my veins
That bitterness and things I never wanted to whisper to your head

There ain’t much to say…
Over time

So where we’re going, it’s down we’re going now
So where we’re going, it’s down we’re going now
So where we’re going, it’s down we’re going now
So where we’re going, it’s down we’re going now
It’s where we’re going now, now

I’ll never see through my dreams
I’ll never live what they want me to be
And all that now is running down in my veins
The bitter words that I never wanted to whisper, whisper to your head

We should believe we can fly
We should put our hopes very high
And let our love
Elevate us up right to the stars

So where we’re going, it’s down we’re going now…

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_09_ Fears & Tears

Some say we tend to fail, and always do things easy to regret
I say honey but blaming is a way to send us round the bend
One day we may fly or fade away, it’s far too easy to say
And that fuss we make, no one’s laughing at, let’s have a toast and forget
And tell me if you see, we’ve witnessed so many things
That were never meant to be

When you’re so doubtful bringing all the fears and tears to light
I wanna hold you close and tight, see them with your eyes
When you’re so doubtful bringing all the fears and tears to light
Draw out the stars above, they speak out, weird things did coincide

When down on a swing we complain, we want to be higher up
But then immediately there’s a shout, we lost the touch with the ground
So back, we hesitate, and terrified, we are wide awake
And that’s what you get, what we get, for not jumping on the bed

When you’re so doubtful bringing all the fears and tears to light…

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_10_ Drained

Calm is the surface of the sea
When you rest upon the shore and have a look at it
As calm as the restless wind lets it be by courtesy
How strong is your honest grip
As strong as the weight you hold until you let it slip
How strong was my honest grip
I couldn’t hold, so I flipped out

I always used to strive against
What was brought by the daily conveyor belt
I didn’t question a common thread
This what you see now is all that you’ll ever get

You will only get this what you see now
Little chance you’ll ever stand to change what you see now
You will only ever get this what you see now
Little chance you’ll ever stand

Everyday I used to wake
My dreams dissolved, little left to take
And time, the time we met
I knew I’d had enough of lying

I feel drained by not getting a bigger plan
By the detail hidden in routine each day
I feel drained by the efforts wasted by fate
I feel drained by the life ripping open my veins
I feel drained by not getting a bigger plan
I feel drained by the efforts wasted in vain

And everyday I woke
My dreams dissolved, so little was to follow
You have come so I could cross the line to fall free of fear
Now if you see me ever cry
These are the tears to wash the dirt out of my eyes
I can see things crisp and clear
I can feel you’ve raised me from the dead
I can feel you pushed me off the edge
Gave me life I’d never have had

Calm is the surface of the sea
When you rest upon the shore and have a look at it
As calm as the restless wind lets it be by courtesy

You will surely get more than you see now
Real chance you will stand, to change what you see now
You will surely get more than you see now
Real chance you will stand

And everyday I woke
My dreams dissolved, so little was to follow
You have come so I could cross the line free of fear

When life brings a new dawn
It wakes the best in us, brings elusive hope
And even that we know, it will leave us lying low

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

_11_ Across The Border

There’s a story dreamers love
Of a boy who felt loath to toe to the line
Got his treasure, found his love
Read the signs and risked his simple life

It seems inviting but tremendously unlikely
To follow what we think we don’t deserve
It seems inviting but tremendously unlikely
Not to bury hopes, longing you should focus at

In a rush of our haste
Risk calculation takes place
Our treasure that awaits is defined
As a bubble to give the loudest burst

There are worries that we often fall to
That extraordinary seems too simple, out of true
There are worries that we often fall to
That extraordinary simply seems out of true

Are we ready to search out
Our innermost hidden core of truth
Just before you let fate in to wipe it out
Hidden strength in your eyes

Say it now,
It’s time to leave that fixed and known cosy, comfort zone
We blind our eyes
They know by heart where we wanna go

Oh, they know, know by heart
Oh, they know, where we truly want to go
Oh, they know, we should run away
From that comfort zone
Oh, they know, where we truly want to go

There’s a story we both love
We feel loath to toe to the line

Music: Paweł Żądło
Words: Paweł Żądło

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